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Temptation Fades But Doesn’t Go Away

<p><&excl;-- BEGIN THEIA POST SLIDER --><&sol;p>&NewLine;<figure id&equals;"attachment&lowbar;389" aria-describedby&equals;"caption-attachment-389" style&equals;"width&colon; 300px" class&equals;"wp-caption alignright"><a href&equals;"http&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;witnesspath&period;com&sol;2012&sol;08&sol;18&sol;temptation-fades-but-doesnt-go-away&sol;birthday-cake&sol;" rel&equals;"attachment wp-att-389"><img class&equals;"size-medium wp-image-389" title&equals;"birthday-cake" src&equals;"http&colon;&sol;&sol;toddkmarsha&period;com&sol;s&sol;wp-content&sol;uploads&sol;sites&sol;2&sol;2012&sol;08&sol;birthday-cake-300x2791&period;png" alt&equals;"birthday cake drawing" width&equals;"300" height&equals;"279" &sol;><&sol;a><figcaption id&equals;"caption-attachment-389" class&equals;"wp-caption-text">Photo by Andrew Stacey&period;<&sol;figcaption><&sol;figure>&NewLine;<p>Almost two weeks have passed since I began an elimination diet&period; For nearly a fortnight I&&num;8217&semi;ve eaten no grains&comma; no diary and no sugar&period; Things have changed and mostly for better&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>The itching is gone&period; The bloating is gone&period; The gas is mostly gone&period; My liver doesn’t feel heavy and full&period; I’ve sacrificed the enjoyment of eating many of the foods I love but I’ve gotten something back in return&period; I feel healthy&comma; light on my feet&comma; and not a step behind like I used to&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>Still&comma; I haven’t made a complete conversion&period; I do look at those unhealthy foods with a sense of loss sometimes&period; I look at peanut butter and think&comma; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Wish I could have some of that right about now&period;” I see signs for restaurants and think&comma; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Man&comma; I’d sure love a burger and fries right about now&period;”Sweets still get me too&period; A trip to Dairy Queen for a Blizzard would really hit the spot&period; Seems the healthier I get&comma; the less I’m affected by those cravings&comma; but they’re still there&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<h4>Let Him Eat Cake…<&sol;h4>&NewLine;<p>Case in point&comma; we recently celebrated the 5<sup>th<&sol;sup> Anniversary of our son’s adoption finalization&period; It was great day&comma; capped off by our neighbors stopping over for cake&period; I’d decided not to have cake as a final test during my two week elimination diet&period; Things went well for a while as I helped Jennifer serve the neighbor kids and their parents&period; I allowed the temptation to get the best of me&comma; though&period; I had a piece of the amazing cake we’d purchased for this special occasion&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>It was&comma; without exaggeration&comma; the best cake I’ve ever eaten&period; I’m convinced this had nothing to do with it being the first sweet food I’d eaten in two weeks&period; It was just that good&period; I ate the piece and decided not to dwell on it&period; An hour later&comma; the power of the gluten and sugar had taken hold&period; I found myself going into the fridge to nibble on the remainder of the cake&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>After that&comma; the itches came&period; My chest and my arms were irritated the rest of the night and into the next day&period; Then came the gas&period; In a way&comma; it felt like I’d gone right back to square one&period; The cake was awesome but I was paying dearly for it&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<h4>I Was Itching To Learn A Valuable Lesson<&sol;h4>&NewLine;<p>What did I learn from this experience&quest; Well&comma; there were negatives and positives to take away&period; The negative&comma; quite obviously&comma; was that I still have a ways to go in my quest to effectively deal with temptation&period; I’ve resisted the call of many unhealthy foods this past two weeks but&comma; when the cake was right in front of me&comma; I was unable to say &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;No&period;”<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>The positive&comma; however&comma; was the knowledge that my itching and gas issues were directly related to the ingredients in that cake&period; The gluten and sugar combined into a dangerous cocktail triggering an allergic reaction&period; I can’t think of a better learning experience about the power of food and how it can affect my health so quickly&period; There’s never been a better reason to steer clear of cake&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>What I experienced has a very close relationship to the process of confession&comma; repentance and avoidance of future sin&period; I admitted I had done things that were unhealthy&comma; I forgave myself for hurting myself through my own actions&comma; and I resolved not to do it again&period; Being human&comma; I inevitably failed again&period; For that failure&comma; I experienced the consequences of physical discomfort and mental stress&period; I again took responsibility for what I’d done and resolved to get back on track&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>I know this is not the last time I will fall down but I also know it’s not the last time I will pick myself up and begin again&period; With the Holy Spirit by my side&comma; I’m back my elimination diet&period; I’m getting the rest of the gluten and sugar worked out of my system and back on track enjoying natural foods with no grain&comma; dairy&comma; or sugar&period; I’ll let you know how I’m doing a bit further down the road&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p><strong><em>Question&colon; When have you fallen off track and resumed a bad habit&quest; What did you learn from the experience&quest;<&sol;em><&sol;strong><&sol;p>&NewLine;<p>&nbsp&semi;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p><&excl;-- END THEIA POST SLIDER --><&sol;p>&NewLine;

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